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hehe. HELLO HELLO!! haha. i’m currently at work now! i’ve kind of finished wat i’m supposed to do today so here i am slacking away and juz waiting for the time to pass! another 15 mins and i’ll be off!! WHEEEE!!! my colleagues were busy playing DOTA juz now! and they were so noisy! haha.
it’s my 2nd day at work and i kinda like the working environment here alot! the pple here are very nice frenly! and ytd, my big boss treated us to lunch at some hainanese restaurant! he ordered abt 6 or 7 dishes which are of large servings and a large dessert too!! like WOW!! haha. ate until super full! was so happy i didnt have to pay for lunch ytd! heehee.
and i like my job too! keying in data (at least it’s not juz numbers. but the particulars of pple) and making phone calls! so cool! haha. so i can actually pretend that i’m calling one of their clients but i’m actually not! heehee. so sneaky!! WAHAHAH! like ytd.. i was toking to pauline! haha. and today, i was toking to yanling and guan! HAHA. 
so ya. im kinda bored now. like got nth to do. hee. but i’ll be going off for mum and dad’s baptism later! happy for them! (:
looks like the xmas season is going to end soon! it was indeed a fruitful season! God’s love and presence was felt so strongly during each svc. i felt so touched i kept tearing.
hardened hearts were softened. pple who were not convinced were convinced. God’s love flooded each and every heart. when that 2 very special frens of mine responded to the altar call, there was nth more that i could ask for. i couldnt help but to tear. to thank God so much for touching their lives.
and a very special msg from emily totally touched my heart. she thanked me for inviting her to my cell group’s xmas party. she thanked me for helping her make this yr’s xmas such a special one for her! and she thanked me for being such a wonderful fren to her! nth meant even more than the line where she said ‘thank you for making my xmas this yr such a special one’! dun thank me my dear! thank God! He was the one who made ur xmas even more special!
this is wat xmas is all abt. and this, to me, is wat life is all abt… touching the lives of others… impacting their lives.. and making a difference in their lives… making pple feel special and unique abt themselves…
thank God for such a wonderful xmas! thank You Lord for everything… (:
have u ever tot that u could really get sth for free from any stall only to find that there are conditions attached to it?
it juz suddenly occured to me that the word FREE is nv wat it really means in the world. and of course, the word free means to get sth without having any conditions attached to it. and in the world, the word free doesnt exactly fit into this definition eh? haha.
why do i say that u may ask? simply becoz when anything is labelled free in the world, either conditions are attached to it, or ill intentions or motives lie behind it. does ‘buy 1 get 1 free’ ring a bell? or does ’sign up now for a 2 yr membership and get this free’ ring another bell? get wat i mean? nth is exactly free in this world! conditions always follow suit.
now, u muz be wondering why did i come up with such a conclusion! simply becoz during this xmas, while i’m out there doing the works of God.. inviting my frens for our church xmas celebration, i was rather taken aback that many ask how much they have to pay! and when i said or rather, proclaimed ‘IT’S FREE! ‘, they in turn are taken aback! who would expect that such a grand celebration, with top class drama and dance performances, ever be free?! but here i am, telling u that it’s really FREE! with no conditions or ill intentions attached to it! only the greatest gift of God waiting for u to claim it! (:
and i realise that only in the body of Christ does the word FREE really means wat it really means! God gave us His one and only Son Jesus Christ to die for us on the cross! God gave us His Son for FREE!! and when Jesus died on the cross for us, tho His blood is so precious, did He charge us for it? NO! His blood was shed FREELY for us so that our sins can be forgiven and so that we can boldly come into the presence of God! on top of that, God sent down the Holy Spirit to be our fren, our helper, our comforter! did we have to pay for having this fren by our side? NO! God sent Him down for free! (: and the greatest love of all, which is God’s love, was given to us FREE OF CHARGE!! and becoz of this love that dwells in every believer, we love the pple ard us (be it saved or unsaved) FREELY too!!
no matter who u are, short or tall, not thin or not fat, black or white, big or small, i love you for juz the way u are and my love for all of u out there is FREE! no strings attached i promise! becoz God has given me His love, only then am i able to love all of u freely! plse give me this chance to spread this love to u this xmas! (:
this is specially for peipei…
hey gal! i’ve received ur xmas card alr! thanx so much my dear! and i noe u read my blog, so i’m not typing this entry for u in vain! hee. (: and MERRY XMAS TO YOU TOO!!
anyway… tho it was juz a short msg u wrote in the xmas card, but those words that u wrote meant like GOLD and TREASURES to me! i noe i’ve nv really spent much time with u guys, but all of u mean so much to me! life in vj wouldnt have been fun if not for all of u!
and my dearest gal, i nv knew that my blog entry could have made any connection btwn the both of us! the entries are nth more than my mere tots! but i’m glad that my entries have made u feel connected to me! (:
many times when i noe that ur down or not doing well, there’s so much i wanna say and tell u… so much i wanna try to comfort u… but i juz didnt noe how to go abt doing it! but i juz want u to noe that ur really precious to me!
and i’m gullible okies! it’s juz that xiaohong is too deceiving!! tsk! haha. i’m street smart! and i dun think anyone can ever be as soft as u are! not including me! i dun think i’m soft hearted la! hee. so yup! i love you gal! take care!! and may u enjoy this festive season too! (:
love,
pam
EXPLOSION!!!!!!!!!
Because of the Christ’s resurrection.
Instead of death reigning, we now reign in life.
We are health instead of sickness,
Life instead of death,
Light instead of darkness,
Wealth instead of poverty,
And we have solutions for the problems people face.
There is not a problem that God has not already provided the answer for.
There is not a problem any of us face that is bigger than the God inside us.
There is not a problem that mankind faces that cannot be solved through the complete salvation of the cross of Christ.
i got the above from phil pringle’s leadership files! and i really like wateva was in that email! (((: there is indeed not a problem too big for me to conquer simply becoz God is with me! at any pt of my life, i shld NEVER EVER forget that! i guess i did during this period of time…
but God is good to me always and always. He came thru for me and saw me thru… thank You!
i really wanna learn how to play the guitar… maybe owner can teach me! (:
it’s only for a moment
you are mine to hold
the plans that heaven has for you
will all too soon unfold
so many different prayers i’ll pray
for all that you might do
but most of all i want to know
that you’re walking in the truth
and if i never told you
i want you to know
that as i watch you grow
CHORUS
i pray that God would fill your heart with dreams
and that faith gives u the courage to dare to do great things
i’m here for you watever this life brings
so let my love give you roots
and help you find your wings
may passion be the wind that leads u through ur days
and may conviction keep u strong
guide you on ur way
may there be many moments that make your life so sweet
oh but more than memories
CHORUS
it’s not living if you dont reach for the sky
i’ll have tears as u take off
but i’ll cheer as u fly
CHORUS
as i was playing this song on the guitar… i was reminded of the time when grace and emily left us. and suddenly, i felt that the lyrics hit me hard. i dont noe why.. but i juz felt like crying. dunno how to put my tots and feelings into words oso. haha. oh wells… (:
i’ve decided to lift everything into God’s hands and delete the previous entry. if it’s in God’s will, everything and everything will fall into place. but i’m glad i’m feeling much happier now! thank God! and things are definitely looking better! and i’m seriously very thankful for that!
those few days of emotional rollercoaster really ran my tear ducts dry! haha. and to think back, i’m really embarrassed! i made myself seem like a fool! but like wat pauline said, it’s ok to be emotional.. and like wat we learnt in cell group last sunday, strong leaders are not afraid of showing their emotions! but not to over do it of course! but yea… things are falling into place! and i’m really glad!
A is starting to tok to me and share with me stuff online! and as i look back.. i’m really thankful for the position that God has placed me in despite the rollercoaster i had to go thru! things with B are still not so ok.. and that person is not in spore now. oh wells. if it’s in God’s plans, He will open up opportunities for me! (:
today has been a good day! despite the sickening rain! i hate being out the whole day on rainy days!! have to carry umbrella! so aunty! it’s so not like me! ha! went for 2 job interviews! i really hope to get the one where i will work with mediacorp! it sounds cool alright! met up with joseph to pass him sth and he pass me my job application form too! went for tuition today! and i really like both my tuition kids! thank God for their favour! (:
during these 2 weeks while i gave tuition, i realised that i have that gift of motivating and encouraging younger children in believing that they can do well! haha. yayy!! (: and one of them love my shortberry shortcake toy!! WHEE!!!!! (:
and my HUGE project which has to be completed latest by 31st dec seem no where near completion! help!!!
and ytd… i finally picked up my guitar.. and i started playing some worship songs! at that moment, i realised how much i miss playing the guitar! but due to the lack of practice for many many months, those songs that i could play in the past are rather choppy now! so sad!! ):
and i realised that playing guitar is an addiction! a good one of course! haha. today i cant help but to pick it up once again and play!! WHEE!!!!! but i wanna learn how to play the song ‘that’s what frens are for’ !!! someone plse teach me!!!!!! i hope to learn it by 29th dec! which totally seem like an impossible task!
and i really wanna learn how to play the guitar properly.. not this kind of cha-pa-lang standard! haha. oh wells.
thank you zhiyong for wateva u said. thank you for everything and everything. all u said touched me so deeply i felt like crying when i read wateva u typed.
i guess at such a point, God sent u to me.. to encourage me along the way. thank you zhiyong. i really cannot help it, but i have to copy and paste and save wateva u said to me on my blog! these words are like treasure to me. thank you thank you thank you.
Never give up your right to be wrong, because then you will lose the ability to learn new things and move forward with your life. says:
Btw pam, theres something I wanna say to you.
Never give up your right to be wrong, because then you will lose the ability to learn new things and move forward with your life. says:
And I think I should say it now… Just wanna say Im really blessed to have known you. You are such a great friend/sister to me and I really thanked God for knowing you. The way you genuinely cares for others really touches me a lot.
Never give up your right to be wrong, because then you will lose the ability to learn new things and move forward with your life. says:
You know two weeks back, when we were having cell at deorine house, that day I was climbing up the stairs and making my way to the usual room for our cell group. You made a comment which really touched/surprised me..
Never give up your right to be wrong, because then you will lose the ability to learn new things and move forward with your life. says:
you said ” Zhiyong, are you limping? ” I replied “Erm, no..” Than you continued saying ..”dont bluff me..i saw you limping yesterday during service…”
Never give up your right to be wrong, because then you will lose the ability to learn new things and move forward with your life. says:
In my heart, I was like… “oh gosh… I didnt knew someone noticed.. i was trying to walk normally.. didnt wanted anyone to worry for me.. but still someone found out…”
Never give up your right to be wrong, because then you will lose the ability to learn new things and move forward with your life. says:
Im not saying it was bad or what.. but wow…
Never give up your right to be wrong, because then you will lose the ability to learn new things and move forward with your life. says:
Anyway, your genuine care for others, your love and concern for others, your attention to the little tiny details really touches and inspires me a lot.
Never give up your right to be wrong, because then you will lose the ability to learn new things and move forward with your life. says:
The other day at the chalet as well. You know while I was sick… I was really touched..
Never give up your right to be wrong, because then you will lose the ability to learn new things and move forward with your life. says:
*shrugs * lost for words
Never give up your right to be wrong, because then you will lose the ability to learn new things and move forward with your life. says:
and also the way you reachout, how cheerful you are, wow, i’m truely inspired
Never give up your right to be wrong, because then you will lose the ability to learn new things and move forward with your life. says:
so, just wanna say a very BBBIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGGGGGGGGGGGGG “Thank you” for everything!
Never give up your right to be wrong, because then you will lose the ability to learn new things and move forward with your life. says:
you shake/rock my world!
Never give up your right to be wrong, because then you will lose the ability to learn new things and move forward with your life. says:
so yap, i will always treasure you
i think there’s isnt anyone who can be as kind and thoughtful as zhiyong. thanks bro! 3 cheers to u too! i can nv ask God for anything more than the words that u said above.
today’s sermon during svc felt like it was totally for me. and yes.. i will pick myself up coz God is the strength of my heart.
strength is the capacity to handle failures.
faith is the capacity to take risks and challenges.
God spoke to me today after the sermon… telling me to run back to Him. He told me it’s ok not to succeed… not to do well… coz He noes that i’ve done my best. and that’s more than enough.
i cried… telling God that sometimes i juz feel there’s too much for me to handle. i told God that i wanna do everything for His glory and only for Him. nth else but for Him.
i’m feeling much better. but i noe that in my spirit, it’s still not really up yet. but at least it’s getting back. so ya.
photos are up! photos of jaedon! my dearest cute and newest eye candy! hee. i can tell u jaedon is really the cutest and one of the smiliest baby i’ve ever seen! he has many funny facial expressions! haha.
he’s super photogenic i tell u! carry on looking at the photos and u will understand why! (:
he’s looking contented… haha. happy to see me and ade! heehee.
he juz found out that he actually has fingers! so that’s why he’s sucking his fingers non stop coz he’s fascinated by it!! hee. no fingers in the mouth jaedon! haha.
aww… he’s getting sleepy! hee.
jaedon and me! (: and he’s smiling so widely! i love him!!!!
i love my fingers! =P
he was actually punching in the air and fiddling abt quite vigorously. that’s why the picture seems blur. haha.
mrs C and jaedon!! (:
mrs C and her husband painted this wall tgt! there’s a story behind this! if u look carefully.. it’s actually 3 pple dancing. in the bible it says that when 2 or 3 are gathered tgt, the Lord’s presence is there! so which means that the dining area is a place of fellowship. there’s no tv or sofa in the living room.. juz a nice dining table… for pple to fellowship. yup.
tea at mrs C’s place!! nice and yummy food! hee.
it’s milk time!! hee. but he refuses to drink!
SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i love his cute cute smile!! he juz noes how to pose in front of the cam! heehee.
ade, me and jaedon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he still refuses to drink his milk milk after many futile attempts!!
i carried him!! hee. mrs C said that i am natural when carrying jaedon!! hee. guess it’s becoz of my auntiness. hee.
