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my greatest value is my value in God
that’s the thing that i’ll take home most after AR Bernard’s svc. svc was awesome and fantastic! a msg that really spoke to me… right thru my heart… right thru my situation. almost EVERY SINGLE point that AR Bernard made felt like as tho he was speaking directly to me! but of course, most imptly, i noe that it was God who was telling me that i am His poem… i am of great value to Him!
even tho things are picking up… my spiritual life is picking up… but after all that happened, i cant help but to feel condemned. i cant help but to think i’m so lousy… so worthless. it even reached a point of time when i juz felt like rotting away. i felt i really dun deserve God’s love.
but God saves and rescues! He’s NEVER too late nor too early! but always RIGHT ON TIME! such a timely msg that AR Bernard preached! and i really thank God for the msg!
i really really love God!
i muz start learning how to love myself more and appreciate myself too!
and it’s so so true that ur value in the eyes of man fluctuates very badly according to circumstances but ur value to God will ALWAYS and ALWAYS remain the SAME! PRAISE THE LORD!! (:
i was searching thru all my certs and educational documents when i came across my secondary school testimonial.
this was wat my form teacher then, mr geraint wong wrote:
“Pamela is an optimistic and determined girl who is able to balance her studies and school activities very well. Pamela served as a mathematics subject leader in class throughout her four yrs in st nicholas, and performed her duties responsibly. as a dedicated member of the school’s badminton team, pamela devoted much of her time and energy to the sport, and also showed the ability to motivate her peers. blessed with a cheerful and outgoing personality, pamela adopts a positive attitude towards her work and willingly helps her classmates in their studies. pamela’s good qualities and indomitable spirit will certainly enable her to soar to greater heights and to make valuable contributions to society in the future.”
haha. i nv knew i was like that. i definitely do hope that i still possess these qualities now! (:
i’ve got really nice and frenly colleagues!! all of them treat me like a xiao mei mei there coz obviously i’m the youngest! haha. they take really good care of me! i’m so gonna miss them when i cross over to the relief teaching job!
i have yet to tell my boss. dunno how to tell her. and it’s confirmed that i’ll be getting the relief teaching job! on top of that, there’s a high chance that ancestor will get the job too!! (:
going down to meet the VP later. dunno if ancestor can make it! he’s still asleep i think! haha.
so agenda for today…
morning – slack and laze ard
afternoon – prepare and give cally bs.
evening – meet VP. head down to jurong west for prayer meeting!! WHEE!! (:
true testing of ur love for pple comes when u are tested to love the pple ard u who are difficult to love…
i’ve got a relief teaching job offer! hopefully it’s in God’s plans for me to get this job! recommended it to gid too! so hopefully ancestor gets it too and teaching will be so fun!! HAHA.
took leave fm work for tmr coz i aint feeling too good. it’s time to give my body some well deserved rest! rah.
I JUST WANT A BREAKTHROUGH.
enough said. rah.
now i finally understand that love isnt all juz abt loving those who are easy to love. but it’s abt loving those who are difficult to love… loving those who have hurt u before… loving those who may not be of the same flow as u… and that’s why more often than not, love and forgiveness comes hand in hand.
love is a choice. forgiving is a choice as well.
work is fun.
work is good.
pple there are frenly and nice.
my colleagues say that my boss likes me.
and there was this customer i called who tried to be funny.
i like work. but then again… i realised how much i miss alot alot of pple!
i miss rong, lu, aud and ame! i miss my dearest GST!!
i miss house comm pple. i miss jac, clar, joyces etc etc etc.
i miss my yr ones. i miss sheryl. i miss xinying. i miss may yee.
i miss JMG. i miss sam, ra, pei, xiaohong, fishball, mel and cheong wei.
i miss regina.
i miss my copycats esp mark, ryan, ambrose, denise, limhong etc.
i miss so many so many pple!
yet.. there are some pple i noe who have each other now but they juz dun cherish each other.
rah.
wahaha! i’m at work now! and my boss told me sth this morning which made me super happy!!
and she praised me ytd too!! which makes me SUPER HAPPY today!! WHEEE!!!
but the msn connection is down with some probs today! i keep getting disconncected! irritated! RAH!! i hope tmr it isnt like that! or i’ll be sad that i cant go online during office hours!
meeting jocelyn today!! it’s like we’re finally getting to it! HAHA. today is a GREAT day!! i’m happy happy happy! 
i’m still deciding when to pick up that phone… hmmm.
i guess only frenships that have been tested and survived will last.
do u noe how it feels when a frenship that u’ve sown so much into juz totally went down into the drains juz becoz of one incident? have u ever felt that pain and sadness when all the goodness that u’ve poured out into that frenship seemed wasted all becoz of one bad thing u have done? i guess it’s human nature to see only the bad side and to forget the good. i dun deny that at times i’m like this too.
i’m feeling like crap now.
thoughts in a whirlpool
emotions in a tangle
i feel like i’ve been made to look like a fool
on bended knees i pray to God
to teach me to let go
and to step out of this box
Excellence is not an accident.
Someone went the second mile.
There are no traffic jams on the second mile.
If a job is worth doing, it’s worth doing well.
If it’s not worth doing then it’s not worth doing at all.
Do the job well.
Be well known for quality at every level.
Go the extra.
Do the unexpected.
Suprise your world with the best!
got the above from phil pringle’s leadership file! it’s been such a long time since i last received his email on leadership! and WOW!! i definitely do love wat he wrote in this issue! totally like wat jenn said! haha.
be that extra mile member. be that extra mile worker. be that extra mile leader. (:
