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i think i did one of my worst exam paper in my life today!
firstly, i dunno why, i kept dozing off during my paper. secondly, there were 50 MCQs to be done and i read the questions until i became very ga-bra coz the questions were so long and wordy!! including the choices too!! all long and wordy! think i rather do 120 MCQs at SOT than 50 MCQs for this mid term. boooooo…
so yes, the paper was horrible. and it constitutes 30% of my overall grade! God bless my soul! haiz.
lately, i dunno wat’s wrong with me. i feel like as tho my brain is malfunctioning! i cant study for long and my attention span has greatly decreased. all i can think abt is my cg!! i told chris its not good! coz there needs to be a balance! i hardly study one page and i’ll feel so fidgety! poof. not only tat, i take SUPER long just to try and understand a short paragraph of wat i’m reading.. or if not, i have to read over and over again to get wateva i’m reading into my head! and nth seems to be getting into my head… i feel like my head is an empty vacuum.. wat happened to my brain?? why is it not working?? =(((((((((((((((((((((((
but on a brigher note, i was talking to shijie online ytd and this was wat he said!!
shijie: i almost wanted to change cg but thank God i didnt. coz if not, i wouldnt have known u!
wah!! i feel so happy when i heard that!! (((:
shijie, ur very precious to me!! cont growing strong in God k!!! (((:
and now… i’m going to go off to powerhouse to pray! then study a bit and off for meeting!!! 
i was quite upset by some stuff that happened. sad and disappointed. but i guess, thru it all, i learnt and saw those who are really running tgt with the vision and those who dun.
i understood too what it means to have a shepherd’s heart. my heart broke when i saw what happened. i cried… maybe out of disappointment? maybe out of frustration? but i knew one thing’s for sure, i cried becoz i felt the grief of how Jesus must have felt if He was faced with such a situation and i felt that i didnt do a good job as a shepherd too.
but wateva it is, there is no condemnation in the house of God! wat has happened is history, we all learn from it and move on! (:
today, i went out with 3 frens! and guess who they are!!! shijie, adam and mavis!! haha. i noe wat ur gonna say!!! why so weird one.. such a weird combi! haha. at first, i tot it was quite weird too… but to my great amazement, it wasnt weird at all!!! haha. ok la, maybe the beginning part was A BIT weird.. but all in all, it was good fellowship!! haha.
i cannot express how much i love to fellowship! ahahaha. so… feel free to “date” me!! if i’m free, i’ll definitely go out with u!!!!!! DDDD
anyway, i was terribly late!!! i’m so very sorry!! when shijie called me at 915am, i felt like as tho i slept for a while only!!!
shijie: ooi… wake up alr…
me: (in a VERY sleepy tone) huh… why… so fast 915 alr ah… =((
so i think becoz i was in sleepy mode, i dilly dally and ended up being VERY late!! so super sorry! hehe.
first stop was to eat breakfast at katong! the place where joce, mel, jen and i like to eat at! we had the usuals.. xiao long bao, zha jiang mian and wo tie! i think it’s nice la.. but adam and shijie say okok only.. but i have to agree that today’s xiao long bao not very nice… oh wells. haha.
next stop was to cine!! we went to watch mama mia!! i think the songs are nice.. but like wat mavis says, there isnt really a climax.. so ya.. average show i would say!
after that we went swensens to eat ice cream!!! YUM YUM!!!! DDDDDDDDDD haha.
and… i’m no stalker!!! i just like to take photos only!! hee. (((((((((((((((:
and.. i think i’m getting old.. i feel so tired after being out the whole day…
ytd, we had one of the most heartwarming meeting ever! we sang a fellowship song “Father, make us one” and later, we went round to thank the pple that have made an impact in our lives. and as we thanked each other, many of us started tearing.
indeed, like wat Pastor said, despite our busyness, let us learn not to forget to love and thank the pple who are so precious to us! i dunno abt the rest but i definitely did feel the love of God. truly, love does make the world go round. love does make the impossible possible. love can definitely change pple lives. and becoz God is love and we have the love of God in us, we are certainly able to love the pple around us more even tho we may be very busy.
i’m very very thankful for the many pple that God has placed in my life! I LOVE ALL OF U!!!!!! DDD *MUACKS!!!*
i had a great time today at east coast park with shijie, weiming, zoe and chris!! (: indeed, it is not the quantity of pple that turned up, but it was the quality of the fellowship that really counts!!
i had a fun time just sitting around and talking to shijie and chris at the beginning. and guess wat! we bumped into briony as well! she was there and was suppose to be jogging! haha. but…. she was walking for 15 mins when she bumped into us! haha.
after that, weiming arrived! then zoe came! and we decided to go cycling! super cheap! rent overnight for only $5! but of course, we didnt cycle overnight, so the uncle gave us locks so that we could lock the bicycle to the railing after we’re done cycling!
so we went cycling for abt 2hrs plus! after sitting on the bike for an hour plus without stopping, my butt is really aching and pain! think tmr i’m gonna wake up with muscle ache!!! =(((( but the cycling was fun! we cycled until 10plus and we were like singing and going crazy along the way! came up with crazy ideas like… playing catching on bikes…. race to bedok jetty (loser treat ice cream!)… etc etc! hehe. so.. it was GREAT FELLOWSHIP today!! DDD
loves! (:
i just went swimming for 1 hour! haha. not exactly 1 hour.. i was just relaxing in the water and swam quite a number of laps as well! hehe. totally enjoyed myself!!
i love to swim!!! hehe. =DDD
this week i went swimming twice!!! so proud of myself! esp since i have not exercised for a long time! haha.
i want to get a nice tan! tHink i’m too white alr.. not nice.. but neither do i want to be as dark as rhonda.. muahahahaha. =P
next week, or rather, this coming week is recess week!!! i’m gonna try to go swimming everyday and just busk in the sun! hehe. DD
okok, i gtg! off to riverwalk for mid-autumn madness!!
today, i learn that i need to be emotionally stronger.
today, i learn the other 4 characteristerics of SONSHIP.
today, i knew more abt kenneth, kristin, weiming and chris (:
today, was exciting and fun despite the unhappiness at the beginning!
but i believe that the days to come are gonna get better, louder and even MORE EXCITING!!
i’m really really very excited!
can u sense it? (((((((((((((((((((:
the days cant get anymore exciting!! (:
i’m full of expectancy, excitement and anticipation!!!
thank You Jesus (:
