sponsorship for missions!

it’s been quite some time since i last blogged! currently in school now setting worksheets! hee. everything has been going on great so PRAISE THE LORD!

during svc last sat, i felt the Lord speaking to me abt going to taiwan for missions trip! and i’m thinking of going this coming march! but i’m financially very tight. so to all my dear frens out there, i’m really in need of sponsorships for my missions trip! so if u do wanna bless me financially and donate into my missions fund, kindly drop me a msg! hee. THANK YOU!! 😀

blood platelets donation required!

dear frens..

if ur blood type is B+, u are wat we need! a fren’s fren’s fren of mine badly needs B+ platelets.. so kindly plse donate some of urs if u are the right candidate we are looking for! for more information, u could visit this website! http://www.vuox.com/donor/

and if ur blood type ins not B+, plse do me a favour by looking out for pple who have B+ blood type! they could also visit the website above if they want more information!

THANK YOU!!! (:

i got a super high fever ytd so right after school, i spent the whole day sleeping. i slept for close to 15hrs! i feel refreshed today and that’s why here i am blogging! haha.

thank God my fever subsided today so i was able to go for visitation! (: but my throat is sore like nv before! each time i swallow, i hurts like as tho a spear is being pierced right through my throat! like OUCH!!!!! it’s so pain until i feel like crying.. ): so plse pray for me!

so anyway.. things are good! feeling so excited abt stuff now i cant go to sleep again! haha. there’s a zone gathering for children’s church next tues! going tgt with fen!! WHEEE!!! 😀

visitation’s been great! and seriously.. each visitation i go, i learn sth new! shared some of my thoughts or rather.. wat God had spoken to me abt with my visitation leader and he was glad i shared with him! coz he wanted to tok to me particularly abt this issue! haha. so i caught wat God and him wanted to tell me with great conviction! (:

today i saw another ‘side’ of the children in spore. honestly, i come fm a family that is quite well off and i’m rather protected and sheltered. the block that we visited today, i felt that burden for the different families i visited. in fact, as i shared with my visitation leader, i felt like crying. i really hope i can make an impact in their lives! i really wanna build up that relationship with them and minister to them! to bring church and God closer to them! (:

anyway.. i’m discussing with fen abt our idea of an online handmade card shop! hope we can get it done soon! hee. and plse plse plse do visit the online handmade card shop once it’s set up! cards made are uniquely done by fen and i! (:

i feel like a businesswoman! HAHA.

:D

something’s stirring up in my spirit. this excitement.. this expectancy… i dun exactly noe wat. but when the time is right, God will reveal His plans to me! (:

anyway.. it feels like it’s been ages ever since i went online! haha. been really busy.. but i really enjoy wateva i’m doing now! 😀

suddenly, i’m surrounded by so many kids! make me feel so old! haha. school’s been great! the kids are cute and pinchable (tho i’ve resist the temptation of pinching them)… the working hours are fantastic… the pay is superb… i have more time for myself… and of course, i have great company in school!

i muz esp commend this colleague of mine who has been a great companion during this one week plus at work! he is definitely VERY FUNNY… always likes to bluff me… make fun of me… but nonetheless, he is VERY NICE and KIND… gave me medicine when my back gave me problems.. blessed me even tho he didnt have much for himself… nv fail to wait for me at the bus stop even tho my timing is going from glory to glory… queued with me (and i found out he doesnt like queuing) for the 10cents subway even tho we didnt get it in the end… shared with me abt the end times even tho he was tired… and this colleague of mine is none other than MR YEO!! haha. think work would be so different without him! haha. (:

i esp like pri 3A coz they are so cute! and oso maybe becoz that was the first class i took! i realise that i actually do like to teach… teaching is fun.. preparing for lessons is fun too! i like to have fun with the children so i’ll always play some games during lessons! and when there’s no work set by their teacher, it’s juz games all the way! haha. but the kids can get rather rowdy and naughty so i’ll have to punish them! it’s quite fun acting fierce and scolding the kids and confiscating their stuff and punishing them as well! haha! to see their reaction when u suddenly become so stern with them or using the term ‘DISCIPLINE MASTER’ to scare them is really funny! took photos with them too!! hee. when i dun feel so lazy, i’ll upload the photos! and with school, there’s so much to tok abt and to tell others! (:

and praise God that i started serving in children’s church ministry ytd! really learnt alot from my visitation leader timothy! had a great time! and finally another of the goals that i’ve set came to past! WHEE!! 😀 i really do hope that as i go abt serving God in this ministry, i’ll really be able to make an impact on the children’s lives and build up my relationships with them! (:

and next week’s gonna be another busy busy week for me! my afternoons and evenings are almost packed alr! but in my opinion, it’s better to be busy than to be free! haha.

JMG dinner this sat!! i’m really really SO HAPPY that i’m able to go coz svc has been pushed to thurs this week! i’ve nv longed to see any group of frens as much as i long to see them! coz it’s been AGES since i last saw them! in fact.. ever since studying for A’s started, i’ve hardly hung out or met up with them! and i’m really glad it’s dinner at fishball’s house and not shopping! hee. such dinners with frens are a good way to catch up! i realised that i like shopping alone.. or at the most, in a group of 3! big groups are meant to eat dinner and talk plus movies.. small groups are for shopping.. haha. that’s my logic.. hee.

i’m currently praying and hoping that i’ll be able to get this 2 tuition assignments! coz they are super good lobangs! both are once a week 2 hrs! one is a group tuition at a church, another is giving tuition to my fren’s sister! so today i took a step of faith and gave God a rather huge offering considering the pathetic amt that im left with now despite getting my pay on wed. SIGH. but sowing into God’s kingdom is always good! i even wrote on the offering envelope that thru this giving, i really hope that God will bless me by granting me these 2 assignments! (:

all in all, everything’s been great! i’m happy! so thank God! (:

JMG

jmg had a dinner tonight! i really really really (x1000000000000000000000000) very much wanted to go!! there was such a longing in me to fly all the way down when the make up session with briony was over!

there wasnt any way for me to cancel the appointment with briony becoz i agreed to be her model for her class since dunno when. so after the class i really wanted to go down to suntec to find jmg!

but it was rather late and everyone had to go to work the next day!

JMG: hey guys! i’m really so sorry for making all of u wait for me! and in the end.. i oso didnt turn up! 😦 so sorry! i just want all of u to noe that i really really (x infinity) want to meet all of u! i really miss all of u alot!

dear YOU…

i just happened to visit a blog which i have not visited for ages. and well… it was definitely not a very pleasant sight. seriously… i do not noe wat to do. i do not noe wat u want me to do. in the first place, i do not even noe wat went wrong. or maybe i do.. after hearing from others wat i supposedly did wrong.

yes.. i apologise that maybe many times i’ve crossed ur boundary. and i’m really sorry abt that. i guess i just dun understand u well enough. i just find it so puzzling… so much that i’ve sown into ur life.. so much that i have done… i guess they have juz went down the drain.

ur currently so full of hatred and anger towards me that wateva u see now, it’s all juz my bad points. the only thing i can say is that i dun understand u well enough and neither have u. i’m not angry towards u, just very upset that our frenship has reached such a state. and i guess this saddness have turned into hurt and as result, my dao-ness towards u. but the fact is, many times i’ve wanted to pick up that phone and call u.. or even try to tok to u when i see u… but i juz cant bring myself to do that.

i think u’ve failed to realise that i’m a rather curious person by nature, hence, i tend to ask a lot of qns abt stuff. and my way of showing that i care abt my frens is by pressing into their lives… finding out how they are doing etc. but unfortunately, in ur eyes, u think that i wanna try to be ‘well-liked’, ‘popular’ etc. hey, i’ve gotten out of that stage in sec school. my greatest value is my value to God. honestly, not everyone can be well-liked by everyone. that’s a fact that i’ve come to realise over the past few years. so do take a step back and think twice before u claim and say that i try to be ‘well-liked’.

and regarding abt my high paying job.. yes.. i’m happy abt my relief teaching job. i’m happy with the pay. i’m happy with my working hours. i’m happy with wat i’m doing. and my happiness is translated into excitement when i see my frens. i just wanna tell them how good God has been to me by blessing me with this job.. it’s not abt bragging abt my job.. but rather, i just hope that pple will share my joy with me. i rmb once that someone said, ‘rejoice with those who rejoice, weep with those who weep’. share ur happiness when someone has sth to rejoice abt. and share someone’s burdens when they are not doing well. in fact, the word ‘bragging’ has NEVER occurred in my mind. but in ur opinion, u think i have. if that’s the case, i apologise. i’m sorry to have stepped on ur toes and make u so irritated. the things that i did.. the things that i do.. and the things that i say has never ever had the intended effect that it has on u.

finally, i’ve picked up that phone and called ur other half. i’ve apologised to him abt my hostility towards the both of u during the past month or so. u might be wondering wat caused this sudden change in me.. simply put… God spoke to me. God challenged me abt certain stuff. and of course, God lifted me off my hurts. that’s why i’m able to talk to him over the phone without having to feel that bitternes and that’s why i’m able to sit at my workstation and calmly type out this entry to u.

wateva it is, i just want u to noe that u are still a very valued and treasured fren to me. i still love u as a fren no matter wat has happened. by the grace of God, i really believe that our frenship will be able to withstand this time of testing.