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pompom feels like screaming at the top of her voice!
i dunno if this scream is suppose to be a cry of victory, a scream of frustration, a shout of desperation or wateva.. haha.
oh wells.
i walked out of school with adeline today and i nearly went crazy. i almost screamed real loud outside the biz lib. the 3 construction workers who were in front of me turned around and starting laughing at me.
well, that didnt affect me much. i’m really accustomed to pple laughing at me. so yea… i’m immuned to it. haha. oh wells.
and yes, stats is driving me nuts. grr.
i cant wait for tmr to be over! go pompom go!
i cant wait for fri evening to come!!! MOVIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE with dearest adeline!!! 😀
come fri come!! hurry hurry come!!
anyway… sometimes i wonder if LRB does read my blog! haha! if LRB does, like wat adeline told me to do and i’ll do it now…
LRB plse tag my blog!
LRB plse tag my blog!
LRB plse tag my blog!
LRB plse tag my blog!
LRB plse tag my blog!
LRB plse tag my blog!
LRB plse tag my blog!
LRB plse tag my blog!
LRB plse tag my blog!
LRB plse tag my blog!
LRB plse tag my blog!
LRB plse tag my blog!
LRB plse tag my blog!
LRB plse tag my blog! (x infinity)
okok.. that’s really alot alr! adeline! happy happy? haha!
but then again, i think LRB isnt that kind of BA GUA person who will go around reading other pple’s blogs. at least not mine i guess? haha. oh wells.
i think i better stop here. toking loads of rubbish. back to stats project!!
God, give me the strength to carry on… give me the wisdom to do my work… give me the motivation to keep on keeping on.. thank You! in Jesus’ name, AMEN! (=
yayy!! i finally managed to upload the photos that e310 took at pauline’s bday celebration! WHEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!! 😀
this was before pauline came to meet us! we bluffed her that not many pple could turn up but actually, we were all in this hongkong cafe waiting for her to come! 😀
angie, sandy and jude all feeling really hungry alr! but we cant order food before the VIP comes! haha.
angie, sandy, james, jude
sandy’s not the bday gal! posing for the photo with the card only! heehee.
hungry sandy!
food! 😀
pauline and her mian! 😀
youyi, kevin, reuben
zoe, angie, sandy, me!
hungry pple attacking their food! hee
james and guan
the 2nd part of the surprise! – ter T, zhiyong, yuxuan, 3-tier pooh balloon cake, pig soft toy at the bottom of the balloon
angie koping briony’s food!
group photo!
pauline’s the bday gal! star of the day! 😀
youyi and me!
haha!
reuben
me and the bday gal pauline!
the balloon!
she’s the boss! a nice and frenly boss! not like wat congyan wrote on the paper! hee.
sisters unite! 😀
the bday cake baked by sandy! nice and yummy and pretty right! hee.
pauline and her cake!
happy birthday pauline! 😀
making a wish
blowing the candle! 😀
cutting the cake!
the baker and the bday gal! 😀
cutting the cake!
the big bday card!
i wish u the happiest birthday anyone can could ever had in the history of the universe…
when i wish, i wish BIG!
unwrapping the present
still unwrapping the present
yayy!! finally the present! 😀
jude and the balloon! haha. act cute!
the jigsaw photo puzzle that we made for pauline!! pretty pretty! hee. 😀
i was doing visitation today when one of the kids showed me this…
learn from a candle to give light in the darkness
learn from the birds to sing and praise at all times
learn from the ants to work and not to be lazy
learn from a baby to trust and be happy
learn from a rose to be beautiful even amidst thorns
learn from the mountain to stand strong agst the storms
learn from a caterpillar to become a butterfly after the struggle
learn from the stars to shine, smile and twinkle
learn from the fish to swim agst the stormy water
learn from the clay to yield to the Potter
learn from the trees to give shelter to the weary
learn from Jesus to give the Father all the GLORY!
nice and meaningful right?! haha. =D
pom pom is back to her old crazy self again!
TV and retail therapy does definitely work in perking me up! sometimes… it’s really good to just relax and not get too caught up with the busyness of life… sometimes… all we need is a good break to recharge ourselves and to adust our moods and emotions back on the correct track again… sometimes… slowing down the pace of our lives will do us some good too! (:
pompom is happy that the torturous, tiring and stressful days are finally sort of over! (:
i’m really glad that my mid term exams are over and that we’re finally done with marketing project as well. thank You Jesus! (: i’m very thankful that econs was so much easier than i expected too! pray that i do well! 😀
thank You for seeing me thru one of the tough times in my 3 months in school… thank You for always being there and never letting me go… thank You for giving me the strength to carry on… thank You Jesus for everything! (:
i felt so happy that finally so many things are over! the next thing to focus on will be the stats project! 😀
when u pray, ur hoping for something to happen.
thats why pray = hope.
Lord, in everything that i do… be the Lord of my life… be the centre of my life… be the Lord of lords…
and in everything that i do, Father… take me by my hand… walk before me and lead me on… lead me in Your ways… guide me in Your paths… walk with me through this narrow way…
Father, go before me and take charge of my life… my life is in Your hands and i lay my life on Your altar… use me in any way that You can… let my life be a living sacrifice to You… holy, acceptable and well pleasing in Your sight…
in Jesus’ name i pray,
Amen
it’s been a long time since i last blogged.
but all i can say is that i’m really very very sian abt school. projects after projects.. meetings after meetings.. assignments after assignments… exams after exams… why like that?
i was all up and excited abt school before school started… but now.. i’m really feeling very sian. that word SIAN just keeps appearing before me…
i keep wanting to pon lecture… (in fact, i’ve ponned alot of lectures alr)… and now, i even feel like ponning tutorials. i just feel like staying at home and not do anything. just sit down and watch tv and relax and just slow down the pace of my life.
and it really gets on my nerves esp when we just cant get things done once and for all. all the editing… meeting up just to re-edit stuff etc.. it’s really killing me. and meetings that are cancelled… meetings that are unfruitful… pple being SUPER laid back and not taking that initiative to do stuff… it seems like they cant be bothered abt the projects at all… GRRR. all these get on my nerves!
sometimes i just feel like waking them up.. like HELLO? ur not the only one busy.. ur not the only one whose time is precious… but of course, i wont shout at them. i’ve learnt that in life, it is impt to be tactful with our words and wat we say when dealing abt the negative stuff. but of course, it does not mean that if i do not lose my temper, it means that u can climb over my head and take advantage of me. i’m not all that dumb and blur alright. besides, some people do need a bit of scolding before they really do wake up from their lala land.
rah. i’ve been easily irritated the past few days. dunno wat’s wrong with me.
and i really wanna complain abt a certain someone. maybe it’s really time for me to let go and to stop living in denial.
i need to seek God and press on even more… much more than ever before… i need God i need God i need God…
as i watched this video, it totally touched me.. listen to the lyrics very carefully.. its really nice and meaningful! i hope all of u liked it and i hope that this video touched everyone out there as much as it touched me! (:
i dunno wat i feel like blogging. but i just feel like ranting on and on. abt wat? haha. i seriously dunno.
let’s start with management science test that i had today. it was HORRENDOUS. seriously, tho my questions looked rather filled with answers, i would say that they were filled with the wrong answers. i got so desperate to a point that i just anyhow whack and humtam any answers that came to my mind! HAHA.
and one question is 20 marks! some were 14marks, 13 marks etc. i left a 16-marks question blank. when my frens asked me why, i just simply said i didnt feel like thinking for that questions coz the question was ONE page long! -faints- that’s even worse than doing organic compound identification man.
after the test, i felt numb. haha. like totally bo chap even tho it constitutes 45% of my overall marks at the end of this sem. dunno whether that’s good or bad. haha. dunno if that’s the peace of God or is it just simply i cant be bothered? haha. it feels bad that i’m not worried at all. dunno why too. haha. oh wells.
God says i’ll reap what i sow… so…………… i’ll see wat i reap when i get back my paper. haha. but if there can be a miracle, and i hope God’s grace and mercy will be upon me, i really do pray and hope that i’ll be able to pass my test.
my ‘anointing’ for booking seats is getting better and better! proud of myself eh! HAHA. =P today i managed to get the first 3 rows of the bravo section! WOO HOO!! hee. =P
vision weekend today was great! seeing how far my church has gone, really makes me feel so privilege and honoured to be in CITY HARVEST CHURCH! 😀 seriously, just look at the amount of influence that we have all around Asia! it’s simply amazing! God is really indeed doing a great work among us!
i’ve NEVER regretted joining CHC when i first set foot in it in August 2005 and how i wish that all my frens can come to noe my great BIG DADDY GOD! and how i wish all of them could come and experience wat a privilege it’s like to be in THE MOST HAPPENING CHURCH IN ASIA! CITY HARVEST CHURCH! 😀 i’m proud of my church and i wont deny that i’m from that church! (:
seriously, many pple have lots of comments/criticisms to tok abt MY CHURCH. but come on, if u have not experienced wat it is like to be in CHC but only hearsay from others, then maybe it’s time u change ur thinking. give God a chance to touch u, give MY CHURCH a chance to help u and give me a chance to be ur fren. (: MY CHURCH CITY HARVEST isnt any ordinary church i tell u! WE’RE GONNA TAKE ASIA BY STORM! WE’RE GONNA BE AN AWESOME BUNCH OF WORLD SHAKERS, HISTORY MAKERS! WINNING THE LOST FOR JESUS CHRIST! 😀
KRISTOS KAI KOSMOS – CHRIST IN CULTURE! (:
during praise today, we sang ‘awaken my soul’. there’s a line which says ‘i can do ALL things through You…’ it really impacted me coz i was actually very discouraged abt certain stuff this week. it’s not like i didnt pray… not like i didnt try… not like i didnt fast… but why? )= maybe becoz there’s a season for everything?
but when i sang this line today, God really reminded me that ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING is possible thru Him! i will keep on praying without ceasing… trying without stopping! i will press on and on and on!
i wanna see revival! i wanna see breakthrough! i wanna see pple coming into the kingdom of God! God, teach me Your ways… show me wat to do… i may be tired of trying… but God, i claim Your promise that ALL things are possible through u!
fellowship today is really awesome too! we went to tampines! had a really great time with my members! hearts everyone! (:
yayy!! meeting shirley and sandy for lunch before cell group! sandy reminds me of yanling! hee.
loves!
i read lian rong bao’s blog today. i think it is in another phase of its life. dunno whether to be happy for it or not. wateva it is, i should not be bothered by it la right. bleah.
i’m toking rubbish man. haha. oh wells.
God spoke to me abt an amount for building fund alr. but somehow, i have this feeling that God is gonna challenge me further to give more to the building fund. =S
pompom must learn to save money. pompom is really trying hard to. bleahs.
oh yes! during service today, i saw my mission trip photo up on the LED screen! HAHAHAHHAHA. i was like “EH?! the photo at the top right corner look so familiar! oh ya! we took that photo during one of the svcs we had at malang.”
then i looked at the bottom left corner “EH?! that photo look so familiar too! purple colour dress gal…. hmmm.. EHHHH!!! ISNT THAT ME?!?!!?”
took a look at the whole photo… “EH!!!!! ISNT THAT THE PHOTO MY MISSION TEAM TOOK TGT WITH THE PASTOR AT MALANG?!” HAHA.
YES YES… call me blur. heehee. but so nice lehz! use the photo tat we took! WAHAHAHAHA. not that i look good in it or anything like that. haha. oh wells.
oh man oh man. i feel like rattling on and on and on and on and on. but i dunno wat to say oso. OH WELLS. -ponders-
ok la.. nothing much to say oso…
but before i go off, i just read abt someone’s cgl washing his feet during cg. and sock hwee told me abt her cgl washing her feet. and i noe that pauline washed the feet of her ex members before. oh man. speechless. more like…. there’s so much i wanna say abt cgls washing their members feet… but dunno where to begin.
the only thing i wanna say is that thru such acts, they show us how much they truly wanna come and serve their members… how much they truly love us and wanna live out Jesus’ example that He came to serve others and not to be served.
i love pauline! 😀
she’s an awesome leader! 😀
i’m making egg mayo sandwich for cg tmr! WOOTS! i miss cooking for cg! pasta… sushi… sandwich and everything else………………….
sometimes.. busy-ness is a good thing. but then again, sometimes it isnt. haha. there’s 2 sides of a coin for everything i suppose.
ok la.. i’m really just ranting le. NITES TO MYSELF AND U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =P
ohhhhhh.. haha. i randomly did this IQ test on a website that my brother asked me to do and YAYYY!! my IQ is 127 eh! hehehehehe. this test is supposed to be certified. so maybe it’s accurate? haha. oh wells. suddenly i feel that i am smart! HAHAH! =P
open up my eyes to see the things that You want me to see
when i’m weak You are strong
You’re my feet when i cant move on
You are the Light in the dark
You’re the whisper inside my heart
God spoke today… telling me that when i cant move on, He will become my pair of feet to carry me through. (: i guess this has never become so real to me until today! it’s like a revelation! haha. God’s feet will bring me thru the tough times!
when both my feet are stuck in the rut, God will pick me up, lift me up and He will be my pair of feet! (: His feet will enable me to be able to go thru everything and anything! even if obstacles come along the way in my life, God will be able to bring me through them!
yayy!!! 😀
Jesus.. how i love You.. (:
empyreal radiance 