HOPE

A prisoner of hope is someone who has an attitude of faith and expectancy even when things are bad, because God has promised to restore what was lost . . . and far more.

EASTER! (:

EASTER is juz ONE week away!! so fast!!! i’m very excited for easter! sth’s stirring in my spirit!! haha. EXCITING!!!

a spirit of expectancy! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!! (((((:

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it was suppose to be a busy thursday, fri and sat for me this week. giving tuition, having bible study lesson, meeting members for dinner, visitation, taking part in emerge sports mania etc. but all these were cancelled as i spent my thursday and fri with my bed.

i was down with fever, diarrhoea, giddiness and felt like vomiting. and then, the doc diagnosed that i had food poisoning. grr. it’s so yucky to be sick and i totally detest it. not only was there no income for me on thurs and fri, i felt so weak i could faint anytime.

i was totally looking forward to visitation! having not seen my kids for 2 weeks, i totally miss them so much! but my body juz didnt want to cooperate and get well by fri so there goes my visitation day again. poof.

and today… i feel so sad! morning was suppose to be emerge badminton preliminary rounds! i was very excited and looking forward to it but when my parents refused to sign my consent form, there goes my chance of winning $150 voucher! then ter T told me juz now that only those 18 and below need parents’ consent! the girl who contacted me said that those below 21 need parents’ consent! oh my goodness! i really felt so sad and cheated! i could have gone for the competition!

ter T still told me that all the gals there really cannot make it… and if i were to join, i confirm can get a position in the top 3 places! not that i’m boasting, but it’s true! rah. at that pt, i was all set to rush out of my house to head str down to tampines sports hall when ter called in again to tell me that registration has alr closed. i was DEVASTATED. that was the only emerge event that i’m confident of winning. but now, it’s all gone.

rah. of all days, i muz get food poisoning at such crucial times. ):

i juz hope that next yr there will still be the badminton event for emerge.

important words to rmb!! (:

gid – and when i look back on my life // with your hands holding mine : what a blessing says:
i’m so proud of you!

gid – and when i look back on my life // with your hands holding mine : what a blessing says:
never give up on your dreams ok?? God has such a tremendous plan for your life!

gid – and when i look back on my life // with your hands holding mine : what a blessing says:
you hold the destinies of hundreds and thousands of people! keep on keeping on!! 😀

gid – and when i look back on my life // with your hands holding mine : what a blessing says:
you are more important to God than anything else. remember His sacrifice! it was not in vain. you are called for a matchless destiny the world awaits to see.

gid – and when i look back on my life // with your hands holding mine : what a blessing says:
and i believe in you. (:

gid – and when i look back on my life // with your hands holding mine : what a blessing says:
you must realise that everything you do in life stems out of your relationship with God. He is the Giver of life, and only when you are connected can you experience the abundant life He gives

gid – and when i look back on my life // with your hands holding mine : what a blessing says:
God has confirmed His love and goodness through the meeting today. be encouraged! Jesus loves you, and i love you too! (:

ancestor rocks! 😀

lousy.
inadequate.

but when my heart is overwhelmed, Lord.. lead me to the rock that is higher than i..

“Our progress only continues if we steadily refuse to allow failure to hold us down. Remember, God does not call the perfect; He calls the willing and obedient, the one who is willing to endure for His sake.“

-fen

TOO MUCH TOO MUCH TOO MUCH!!!!!

i’m the only one?! HA!! so ridiculous! things are getting from bad to worse alright… wat are the rest of the pple doing?! sometimes i juz feel like telling everyone to WAKE UP!!!!!!!!

it’s juz getting too out of hand!

one after another… RAH!!!!!!!

ZOOMANJI + POWER PACKED SVC!

i have a thousand and one things to do and to settle! hence, the lack of updates!

but before i go, here’s a short update!

ZOOMANJI today was GREAT and AWESOME!! it was a wonderful time of fun, fellowship, bonding as well as integrating of new frens! (: the games played were really fun too! hee.

group 5, which is my team, came in as BEST TEAM!!! it was really unexpected becoz we kept losing our games in the beginning! and one group sabo-ed us and caused us to skip a station! but i guess we caught up and eventually won in the end becoz we completed many of the other bonus tasks! hee. and special thanks to evan who really helped us as zoomanji was nearing to an end! she gave us lots of bonus points and hence the victory! hee. (: and of course, without such a wonderful group, and without our never-say-die spirit, we could have nv done it! THANK YOU ter Q, briony, xinying, shi hui, cally, rui ti and yu jin! (:

wateva it is, KUDOS TO EVERYONE!!! i hope all of u had as much fun as i did! 😀

and definitely, how can i not mention abt sat’s svc? svc was GREAT, AWESOME, SUPERB! i wept buckets and my heart totally melted in the presence of God. during worship at the beginning of svc, i kept praying in tongues softly as others sang the worship song. and as i prayed, i felt this strong connection betwn me and God.. this linking of spirits btwn the both of us… and as i prayed more and more, somehow i juz knew that i was pouring out my heart’s desires.. my innermost needs… the crying out of my spirit for more of God! there has nv been such a strong longing before… not until that svc… and somehow i nv had more faith than during that svc that i knew 100% that God was listening to me! i guessed when i wasnt doing well, i’ve unknowingly hardened my heart in God’s presence. it’s been quite a while since God’s love penetrated through my heart and spirit so much so that my heart juz melted and i wept in His presence.

then during the altar call after the word, it took me TONNES of courage before i stood up and responded to that altar call. and as i went forward to be prayed for, the presence of God was so strong! i started weeping and crying… telling God how much more i need Him.. how much more i want of Him… even at this point of time as i’m typing, i feel like crying too.

anyway, this cell group leader i think came and prayed for me. the moment she laid hands on me, i wept even more and fell under the power of God. but she didnt stop there, she bent over and cont’d praying for me. the more she prayed, the more i wept. i couldnt stop crying. tears fell freely.. i nv cried like this before.

i’ll nv forget the words she said “Father, come and heal her of the broken relationships she has.. heal her of the hurts… Father, restore the dreams that are broken… restore the dreams that are empty…” a few simple lines, but they ministed to me GREATLY. like wat i learn in bible study class, it’s not how eloquent u can speak but it is the power of the words when u pray and minister! unknowingly i’ve hardened my heart… unknowingly i’ve let my dreams die… but God brought healing! God brought hope back to me again! PRAISE THE LORD! (: