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it has been on my heart for the past few days to pray through the night. haha. it seems rather daunting for me – to be alone praying overnight.
but i feel that its all divine becoz it so happens that i’m having my school term break now. so i guess i shld heed the prompting and choose a night to pray overnight when everyone is fast asleep! (:
go pompom go!
anyone who wants to pray overnight with me is welcomed!! 😀
just let me noe and we can fix a day tgt!! (:
God has been speaking to me quite a bit for the past few days! haha. i’m so happy!! and for now, i’m trying to collect all my tots and recall every single thing that He told me so that i wont miss out anything! haha.
in point forms..
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connect group prayer chain for the whole week
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community svc outreaches
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hall saturation
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delivered from the spirit of fear
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the element of faith is TRUST
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find Him in the secret place
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it’s the season of much more prayer and fasting
today when pauline prayed for the connect group leaders during cell group meeting, i saw an image of a glass broken with oil flowing. immediately, i knew that the oil was the anointing of God. i knew wat God was trying to tell me. if i desire more of God’s anointing to be upon me, i have to go to another level of brokeness… and hence, the fasting for this whole week. fasting will help me break the yoke of bondages and fasting will help me to lean more on God’s strength.
and i realise sth.. God speaks to me quite a lot in the form of deep impressions of images and sometimes words. but yet, God will always give me the interpretation for the images that i see in my spirit. i wonder, one of the gifts of the holy spirit is the interpretation of tongues.. no interpretation of images. haha. so im wondering where this gift falls under? maybe words of knowledge huh? haha.
anyway, the voice of God is getting clearer and clearer to me. there was one point that pauline said during cg today.. she said that the voice of God shld be a voice that is familiar to u.. not a voice that seems foreign and u dun recognise. so i started pondering if i could recognise the voice of God. and i’m happy to say that i do!!! haha. i can tell the difference between God’s voice and my inner voice.
wateva it is, when God speaks, i just noe it and that’s AWESOME! haha.
God speaks to me in 2 ways – deep impressions of images/words and a voice that only i can hear in my spirit when i plug in to Him (:
i feel like …………………………………….
maybe i’m not that prepared after all??
maybe i shldnt be where i am today becoz im still struggling with…………….
but really, no one is perfect.
i feel the stress. the pressure.
God plse help me…
i was yearning for a revelation today and God gave me 2!! haha. He’s indeed a God of abundance!! 😀
today, i realised that i am the plug and God is the socket. wat a weird way to say it. but it’s true!! hee. a plug is useless when it is used alone. but when the plug is plugged into the socket and the switch is turned on, there is an abundance of electricity flowing thru it becoz the socket is connected to the main power supply.
likewise, i can be rendered useless without God by my side. but just like the plug, if i slowly find my way and plug myself into God (the socket) and switch on my spiritual senses, there will be this indescribable sense of connection between God and i. out of which, thru this connection an abundance of life, strength, health, finances, revelations etc etc will flow thru God to me when i’m plugged in to Him. in fact, i just realised that i can be plugged in to God but yet if my spiritual senses are not switched on, i wont be able to see or hear the things that God wants to let me noe.
i cant really aptly put across how fascinated i am by this revelation but yea, i hope u get it! haha. (:
and secondly, God told me this…
GROWTH means…
Great Revival Occurs With True Hunger
when we wanna see growth in our own walk with God, we need hunger. only when we are truly hungry for the things of God will there be a revival in our spiritual lives. and when there is a revival in our spiritual lives, great revival will spark off!! (: one of the keys to revival is indeed HUNGER. (:
friendship is a tender thing
it’s every joy that life can bring
a bit of hope, a heart so true
so much another shares with you
its courage when life brings a frown
to lend a hand when u are down
it’s loyalty and peace serene
remembering to share ur dream
a comforter when things go wrong
a guiding light amid the throng
a faith, a hope, a bright new day
friendship is a chosen way. (:
so my vday today was nth much and nth special. tho i did quietly ask God if it would be any special this year! haha. but ya, deep inside, i knew the answer alr. coz………………………. haha.
and i never knew that i could be such an inspiration!! thanks!! (:
oh yes! and i forgot to mention.. i was (and still a little) sick. and i think this bout of sicknesses seem to be making me very blur. why do i say that?
1. i mistook the cordless phone charger to be at the dining area when it was actually just next to the computer!
2. i went to the kitchen to take my clothes from the clothes hanger but i ended up opening the fridge! i dun even noe why!!
3. when i was bathing, i took the body bar soap and wanted to use it to wash my face! and the best part is, i alr washed my face!! i dun understand why i took that bar soap and wanted to wash my face with it!
i really need to get well soon. it’s affecting my brain from functioning as u can see. hee.
empyreal radiance 