recently, there has been so many things running through my mind that i cant help but to wanna find some place where i can scream and let it all out!

i cant help but to surrender every part of me to the Almighty One.

my soul and my spirit is yearning… yearning for something greater… yearning for a breakthrough like never before!

inside of me, im struggling to exchange the burden i’m carrying with God’s burden. God says that His yoke is easy and His burden is light… i want to exchange mine for His. but i just cant let it go. i cannot carry on like this, i need to learn how to let go and let God. to no longer rely on myself and my ways, but to trust in Him who is above all else!

is running this race difficult?
yes, it definitely is.
do i feel like giving up?
yes, i definitely do.

but one thing that keeps me going, it is the love and the sense of destiny that God has placed in my heart.

pple may not understand the things i do… they may not understand why i’m doing certain stuff…

but those close and dear to my heart will definitely understand.

Jesus had 12 disciples, but only 3 were closest and dearest to Him. simply because they understood the heart of the Greatest Leader ever. they know what it means to flow with Him, what it means to be on the same page as Him

it breaks my heart to hear and see how things are now. it really really does. where where where is the love that God has commanded us to have to those around us? where is it? where is it?

i’m crying… out of a desperation… out of a frustration… out of a broken heart of wanting to see a change and a breakthrough in the current situation.

God, plse help me. plse plse plse help me. You are the strength of my heart and that tho my heart may fail, i noe that You will never fail me. keep me strong, keep my faith strong. i need YOU more than ever before. to rely on You… to rely on Your strength. break me O Lord…

leaders live because they wanna make the dreams and visions a reality.

You’ve spoken forth Your word. and i want to see that word coming to pass. i know that as long as i You said it, i believe it, that does it!

SATAN, GET BEHIND ME!